Hey guys, I'm not always down~ My blog doesn't give an exciting mood because usually I write my blog when I'm down, that gives me a motivation to type. I'm just lazy~

E.g. I'm having great times travelling with friend around Beijing, enjoying the food there... At this point, I am really downgraded to animals whose only happiness comes from satisfaction of  bodily needs.

The scenery in PKU is Beautiful, you can see buses of tours every day these days, as the flowers blossom in spring. And there are courses that I enjoy here too, the Professors of these courses make me feel like its not too bad to stay here, like "the study of Luxun" and "Bible" courses...

Just following the footsteps of my classmates, doing everything that common students will do~still waiting for opportunities and finding my way out~let's see~

I used to think that i love the feeling of loneliness, but now I find the thought selfish. I cannot imagine losing my parents... it was the composition for oral english class, asking us to write what we'd like to be 15 years from now. My mom will be around 70 then, 70--which used to be a number that was too far to reach, will be approaching in 15 years on my mom. I hope I can treat her well,we'll have fun together as we used to and she'll still like to share delicious food with me, never think of keeping fit while we're eating~

I hope, I hope, I hope ...these days will come true... I hope these days never arrive... 

Just watched 1988's Oscar best animation "BALANCE". Highly recommended...

The story is about 5 men on a platform that floated in the mid air. At the beginning of the animation, the 5 all stood in the centre of the platform, so the platform was balanced. Then one man walked towards the edge, and others walked towards other sides of the platform to make it balance again. Then one man reached the edge of the platform and use a fishing rod to fish in the mid air, and he got a heavy crate. It's a funny crate and everyone wanted it, but as the crate was too heavy, only one man can be with the crate, while the rest has to move to other sides of  the platform in order to keep it balance. At first whenever one man walked towards the crate, the one with the crate will walk the opposite direction to keep the platform stable. However, after several struggle, one of them decided to sit on it so that the crate will not slide to other men if anyone of them got away from his position to let the crate move towards him. The other men were angry and no longer care about the balance. They walked as they like to get the crate and in this wrestle, 3 of them fell off the platform. There left one on the platform and one hung on the platform with his hand, trying to climb up. The man on the platform kicked his companion off into the mid air. When he tried to approach the crate, he found that the crate already moved to the side of the edge. Yet he could no longer get it, as the only way to keep the platform balance is to move to the opposite of the crate. Now he could only stare at the crate...forever...

This is a claymation with a really dark and simple background... all the people there looks the same, perhaps that represent anyone in the society, and the platform symbolises the society. The balance is like our relationship with other members of the society that we don't know. Together we keep the society in harmony, and that's the meaning of status quo. Selfishness destroy all of us. Even if one can get everything that he wants, if he cannot share his joy with others, the solitaire will be his ultimate punishment...

it's really like a thriller~

The Darkness of  human being... all shown in the movie

Another animation that i recommended is Naoki Urasawa's "MONSTER" (still on TVB Jade 12:30 Sat) It talks about the name of a person. I think "MONSTER" and "BALANCE" share a common theme , that is "when you lost all people who knew your name, even you have a beautiful name, no one can call it"

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Yesterday I read the NIV Bible for a Bible lesson a few hours online and my eyes ached... After the analysis of it in the Bible lesson from the perspectives of Lit, Hist and others, I just feel like this is only a man-made book, not anything written by god...it's just a patchwork of some Jewish History... How can I "believe" in a book like this?

Lots of readings and I cannot finish them~ I found that you've got to have a lot of time before you can get a closed-shelf book and I went to the lib. 3 and 4 times before i got the books i want. Terrible~